Friday, June 26, 2009


My baby girl Meadow has arrived! It was a long haul - But well worth it:)

I had been having regular contractions since one hour before my baby shower - May 30th - got checked at local hospital and was 1 cm-contractions every 2 min-not strong though - got checked again next day -still only 1 cm - figured i was in for the long haul......

Our hospital in 100 Mile House is not doing deliveries at all - so i have a new doc in Williams Lake (one hour away) that i see once a week and who delivered Meadow as well. Dr. Scrooby - he is AWESOME!! Saw him - 2 cm dialated - swept membranes - NOTHING tried again the next week - still 2 cm still having regular contractions - just enough to keep me awake at night - doc wants me on sleeping aids so that im not too tired to labour when the time actually does come - not comfy with this - finally cave on the 13th of June and take sleeping pill and a shot of morphine - i spent the WHOLE DAY (9hours) WALKING and getting checked every 2 hours and swept membranes-a little painful and at the end of the day i took the morphine shot and a sleeping pill went home and passed out for like 12 hours - apparently i needed it. On the 14th at 6pm Im doing dishes with my daughter and my water broke and EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

no one tells you how gross that is - and OMG how much there is - i even impressed a couple of the nurses when i got to Williams Lake - and i had already lost a lot at home!!!! Anyway= you have 24 hours after your water breaks to deliver or they c section you cause of infection risk.....Im still only 2 cm - contractions are way stronger but they arent progressing at ALL Meadow is still HIGH not coming down at all- i told them that it felt like she wasnt going to fit. They had to put me on a oxy drip to strenghen my contractions - more and more oxy - wasnt working - except now Im in real pain...... They tell me they want to up the dose of Oxy to higher than normal levels, but that i should have an epidural first, well ms tough Heather says no epidural and takes the oxy, after one contraction with the oxy i dropped to the floor and begged for the epidural. Ive never had one before - and ive gotta say WHY?? IT was freakin GREAT!!!!! Now its been 24 hours since my water broke and Im only 7-8 cm dialated. They are talking c section, i say NO and they up the oxy AGAIN! The epidural froze all of my mid section except a little spot on my left butt cheek (which still hurts btw) so i felt the contractions.....At 8:15pm, after watching nurses and doctors running in and out of my room and listening to alarms going off i learned what was happening. MEadow was in serious distress - her heart rate had been dropping dangerously low after every contraction, and then spiking dangerously high after that......they finally told me that she was in distress, i had spiked a high fever and was getting delirious....the whole thing was terrifying...the OR was getting prepped, the doc was telling me im now 10 cm and can try to push before going to OR. I pushed as hard as i possibly could - NOTHING, then he grabbed the vaccum (he knew i didnt want a csection - especially not now in an emergency situation) Meadow still wasnt down....with the vaccum and my serious effort - we got her out, i was told i had one more try and if she wasnt out we were going to the OR. She wasnt breathing at first - i didnt get to see her right away- they told me that i wouldnt though because of her heart rate troubles.....after what seemed like an hour (prob only 30-40 seconds) she cried then i cried then Wayne cried and we have our girl.

I had to stay in hospital for a few days on 3 different types of antibiotics getting my fever down and they had to watch Meadow very closly-aside from a little jauncice (which is gone now) we are both great!!

I got a hernia in my belly though and i will need a D and C soon (retained placenta) It happens after EVERY pregnancy - even the ones we've lost-its just my stupid body! Meadow is great and healthy though and thats what matters:)

Thursday, November 20, 2008

11 weeks and counting

Well...Im at 11 weeks now i have had 4 ultrasounds already...another one on Dec 1st. This high risk pregnancy has its perks - i get to watch the baby develop every 2 weeks! Its cool!
Last week wasnt so cool-spent 3 days in hospital and am now on light bed rest. I have something so WEIRD called an incarcerated uterus. It actually got stuck in my pelvis and they had to move it MANUALLY it HURT
baby was fine throughout though - 179 heartbeat.
My bp is EXTREMEMLY low too PAIGE:)
weird eh?
90/50 ish
anyway......
wayne is home from school...im so happy he is helping me with the daycare for now while im taking it easy on the couch for a couple weeks!
LOVE that he is home now-i really missed him

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

OBAMA!!


"This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment. This is our time – to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American Dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth – that out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope, and where we are met with cynicism, and doubt, and those who tell us that we can't, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people:
Yes We Can. "

HOW TRUE:)

Congrats!!

Monday, October 27, 2008

Lonely


Well, Wayne has been gone for two weeks....he's in school. He came home for a visit for the weekend, and as much as I loved seeing him and wrapping my arms around him, I think it almost made it harder. Three more weeks to go.
Its weird though. I used to be on my own all the time and was never lonely....Im not usually one to be this mushy either.....wtf....must be hormones.
Oh yeah-on top of this-Im pregnant, we found out days before he had to go away to school!
I find going to be to be the hardest part. I am staying out on the couch watching shit tv until im too tired to breath-then i go to bed and just pass out!! That seems to work most nights..... When that doesnt work, there is always ..ahem....ummm....fun4one! hehe
anyway....wish eveyone a great night:)

people piss me off ahhhhh

I cant help but wonder why people do the stupid things they do. If you dont like someone-fine-go away and dont be around people you dont like. How much of an idiot do you have to be to seek this person (or people)out just to be mean-it doesnt make anyone feel any better and it is very immature!
What is wrong with people that they need to go below the belt too-wtf is up with that? ergh
needed to vent-this is very hard to do with out naming names!

I'm Officially Married


Well, after a few months of planning and a constant feeling of not being in reality......We have done it. Im now Mrs. Musika, and loving every second of it.

I used to listen to and watch people that were planning weddings and wonder what all the fuss was about.....i honestly thought people were over reacting. They were NOT. I get it now - WOW!!

Its too bad that The Hills Health and Guest Ranch screwed up the reception so badly, but the ceremony went off without a hitch. I still had a good wedding-even though I am now suing the Hills for all of their mistakes!

I have been married for exactly one month today! Wayne has been gone to school for two weeks already-great way to start off a marriage eh?lol. LOVE YOU WAYNE!