Lonely

Well, Wayne has been gone for two weeks....he's in school. He came home for a visit for the weekend, and as much as I loved seeing him and wrapping my arms around him, I think it almost made it harder. Three more weeks to go.
Its weird though. I used to be on my own all the time and was never lonely....Im not usually one to be this mushy either.....wtf....must be hormones.
Oh yeah-on top of this-Im pregnant, we found out days before he had to go away to school!
I find going to be to be the hardest part. I am staying out on the couch watching shit tv until im too tired to breath-then i go to bed and just pass out!! That seems to work most nights..... When that doesnt work, there is always ..ahem....ummm....fun4one! hehe

anyway....wish eveyone a great night:)

people piss me off ahhhhh

I cant help but wonder why people do the stupid things they do. If you dont like someone-fine-go away and dont be around people you dont like. How much of an idiot do you have to be to seek this person (or people)out just to be mean-it doesnt make anyone feel any better and it is very immature!
What is wrong with people that they need to go below the belt too-wtf is up with that? ergh
needed to vent-this is very hard to do with out naming names!

I'm Officially Married

Well, after a few months of planning and a constant feeling of not being in reality......We have done it. Im now Mrs. Musika, and loving every second of it.

I used to listen to and watch people that were planning weddings and wonder what all the fuss was about.....i honestly thought people were over reacting. They were NOT. I get it now - WOW!!

Its too bad that The Hills Health and Guest Ranch screwed up the reception so badly, but the ceremony went off without a hitch. I still had a good wedding-even though I am now suing the Hills for all of their mistakes!

I have been married for exactly one month today! Wayne has been gone to school for two weeks already-great way to start off a marriage eh?lol. LOVE YOU WAYNE!